Sunday, 12 April 2009

  • It's Over

    Sitting in front of my laptop. For the first time in years, I feel truly heartbroken. My fairy tale, my love story that actually materialized, my relationship with the girl I love and who happened to love me back...over.

    I don't even know what to write. The tears coming out of my eyes make everything blurry and, as I use my hands to wipe my face, the keyboard becomes wetter and wetter.

    I...I'm just going to get off. I just need something, anything, to take my mind off this. If you have any ideas, don't hesitate to pipe up.

Comments (10)

  • SerenaDante@xanga

    I'm sorry to hear about this =( I mean... I know how you feel, since I've been broken up with too... But I don't know what to say. I didn't know what to do when I felt the same way you do... and I still, honestly, don't know what to do now. I always just cry, and try to sort out of the facts of what happened, and more recently blog about it... But otherwise, there's nothing to do really. These things hurt so much =(

  • faeran2@xanga

    watching a movie might help you take your mind off of it.  I'm sorry for what happened :(

  • northernskylights@xanga

    separation is always difficult. i just don't dwell to much -- i focus my attention on other things like reading and sports. anything that will take my mind off the topic.

  • UnpredictableIdentity@xanga

    Oh my. So many sad events. I hope you'll feel better. I may not really know how you feel but I really hope you'll feel better. Stay strong. This makes me so sad. And I'm not even saying it. :(

  • musicmom60@xanga

    I'm so sorry.  That kind of pain is just miserable.  When I was going through that a few years ago, the tears seemed like they would never stop.  What did seem to help get me through was to remember to take care of myself, and even pamper myself once in awhile - not huge, expensive anything, but just remember to love yourself through it.  It takes time, but do whatever you can to help yourself through it - be good to yourself, and do healthy things for yourself.  It's easy to forget to take care of yourself when you're hurting and crying.

  • fading_roses19@xanga
    Relationships are tough. She did marry to young. If she was trusting and understanding and a listener she wouldn't have done the things she did. You know what I'm talking about, dear. I'm truly sorry.

    I'm here for you if you ever need ANYTHING
    pinky swear
    <3
  • stonysan@xanga

    I'll tell you what I do when these things happen.  I wait about 5 or so years, then I try again.

  • yyching7@xanga

    I know the heart broken feeling pretty well. I am having that feeling too and it has been a year, though. Although everyone tells me that time will heals but both of us know that it's pretty hard for us. Keep yourself busy then, it might gets a little help. This is the way I used to do to stay away from missing him. Cheers.

  • doLc3@xanga

    You need to go out with your buddies and try to have some fun!
    A day with your friends should definately cheer you up. And make sure they don't always bring it up

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